Hola, this site is just for a few people. Noel, Rob(Dad), Josh,Eric, Sisqo, Reno, Chlo�, Nick,Henry, and others that helped me stand up on my feet. thank yew guyz.
have fun readin the poems and Quotes and yes i know the poems arent so happy.
Daddy
The one there for me. when all time was lost. a never ending love. The one who put the essence into my heart, and took my hand when i was scared to walk across the street. You were there for me, even when you weren't next to my side. I love you my father, my friend...and most of all my daddy. Because i know in my heart, that anyone can be a father.....but it took your true love...to be my daddy.
Destiny
In my heart, lies a destiny, to be what you want me to be. I want to be all that you need,all that you feel, and all that you touch. I want your lips to feel like they've never felt before. Most of all, i want to be your destiny, the one whom you loved.....before you even met me.
Silent Tears
At night all alone, deep within, i cry, not tears you can touch and feel, but silent tears.Silent, but true. My soul cries, and it screams out in agony, knowing of what i left behind. I never turned back, to see your tears, i never looked up to see, the blood that staind my hands, from your heart...bleeding of a lost love.
Sunshine
When my mother first held me, i knew i would be safe forever, holding onto my own sunshine. When it rained, my sunshine smiled upon me. Sometimes i smile thinking of my own sunshine that was there for me. The sunshine you helped grow, like a new born tree. You showered me with love, and when you smiled, that was the sunshine.
Within
It crawls within you, making you angry, yet sad. It withers up your soul, praying you never love again. It grins on your tears, smirking at your loss. It holds its wilted, crooked finger to your face, laughing at you. And when you die, It laughs and takes you away..because within, the devil will appear.
prayers
I prayed to him at night, hoping you'd be mine. I smiled at your face and wanted to hold you tight. That day i saw you, i laughed at the way i used to need you next to me, but then i looked at my love and sighed happily, because some of gods greatest gifts, are those unanswered prayers.
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Everything
Voices lift from your life as you appear out of what seems to be nothing but a bright light. As you open your eyes and smile at who was holding onto you from your fall. He's my best friend you think, he isn't the one for me, but you think again and he is everything. He smiles at you and you hug him with more love then a friend would normally have and he feels the same, look into his eyes and smile again as you kiss. This is the beginning, of everything.
Brother
My brother, there for me when i was sick, and when i was crying of others being better then i, you wiped my tears and told me i was the best, and i could never see my downfall. And he wouldnt let me. But now he's all grown up, with his wife and children, does he need me any more? does he feel like he did when we were children? Open your thoughts to see, and then your eyes to notice him holding your hand, as you cross the old train bridge for that one last time, just like children.
I See
She told her mother she caught a frog in the old pond....the responce was "I See". She told her mother she aced the test, once again..."I See". She said, "Mother, meet my boyfriend". Again it was "I See" Then she was married...with 3 children and a home of her own. When her mother said, "Dear, it is my time to go"...no responce was herd, but those uncaring words... "I See".
I Believe You
I believe you, and i know it still hurts. i know you didnt wanna jump like you say. its okay, you can cry, i know it still hurts. Mommy says your not comming home. is it true? your mommy was crying when you left. She says god said its time for you to go home, thats what i dont understand. You arent home, i know because i went to your house....but your mommy said you couldnt come out to play because god has you now. Dont worry though, god says he will give you back. No more tears. you'll come home, because i believe you.
Afraid
Im not afraid of who i've killed, what lives i have taken, or the blood i have shed. Im not afraid of the people's lives dwelling on a thought to hunt me. Im not afraid to stand up to the most powerful being in the universe. But what i am afraid of...is what i have become. And afraid of this bloodthirsty animal that lives within me.
Bound to happen
Its bound to happen, a love well lost, a life not being lived to its fullest, and a tear shed for a reason unknown. Its all a part of what life we live and there is always a lesson to be learned from these Horrid things that happen. Being strong. To be strong is to be the bravest, and a mentor to most.
Life
You live it, and kick it in the teeth when it dosent want to be lived. You play it, like the game always won in the end but lost anyway. And you love it, even if its just dragging you along for the ride. Its life, and no matter what you do you will never defeat its purpose.
Leaving
She said im leaving you as she walked out the door, his face dropped, and his heart hit the floor. She turned again to kiss his cheek, take care of the kids, Ill come for them next week. He held his face in his hands, and cried so many tears, How could she leave him, after so many years? The door slammed and his hopes died then too, how could someone do this, it could happen to you.
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Quotes
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- "Well, now i feel like killing myself, fortunatly i am too depressed to do so"
-"Oh he didnt lose because he is weak, he lost because i am just to damn good"
-"bring a man grapes and he will make you wine, tell a man no and you will make him whine"
-"If at first you dont succeed, try try again, then give up, no use in making a damn fool of yourself"
-"Yea sure, take advantage of me, who knows, because revenge is always a bitch"
-"Live life, love life, but kick its ass when it beats you down"
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